Today I went to get my hair trimmed so I'll look more like myself - I am not sure whether or not I will actually loose all my hair from the chemo, so I decided to wait and see before cutting it all off. It looks good now. Yesterday I didn't feel good, fuzzy headed and very tired, which makes it easy to get discouraged. But I felt much better toward the evening - which is typical for me since I am a night person. Today I am doing good.
I have already seen some of my symptoms subside! I not longer seem to be having a real problem with the cough - a great relief! That coughing urge is gone, and if I need to I can just clear my throat or cough a little. Also, I can now sleep on either side and not feel that I can't breathe well - this is also a real relief. So, I am very encouraged and know the Lord is with me and healing me. I have loved reading Psalm 71 lately, "Your righteousness reaches to the skies, O God, you who have done great things. Who, O God, is like you? though you have made me see troubles, many and bitter, you will restore my life again:" He is good and faithful.
So, the view from the battlefield is blessedly quiet for now. How glad I am for all those around me ready to step in when I need reinforcements, and for those always on watch in prayer! I am blessed!
Your beautiful in every way. We love you dearly and your in the safe hands of our Lord :0)
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